I wasn't going to write a post for this morning, but I want to write something...
The last few days have been an emotional rollercoaster like I haven't had for a while.
First, I got suspended from work for a few days, which wasn't altogether awful, cos it allowed me to spend the weekend home with my guys AND I got to go to Celebrate Recovery! It was nice.
Then I got to go talk to the boss about the suspension, and that was nerve-racking. Then I had an interview that I've literally been waiting for over a month to have, and I thought it went well...The next morning I took my Element in to see what she needed fixed on her & how much it would cost.
Turns out, to get Ellie back to Good Shape, it would cost more than she is worth. Ugh. THEN, before I left the car place, I returned a call from my boss, and he told me I was terminated. (AAAAUUUGGGHHHH!!)
At first I was shaken because I hadn't expected that, but then after I thought about it, it wasn't as terribly upsetting... The last couple of months have gotten more and more difficult/stressful, so it's not entirely bad that I'm away from it.
While I was still reeling from finding out I was jobless, I managed to accidentally turn into a cement pole right in front of the Driver's side door. Oh, yeah. That sucked. I'm not sure which word fell out of my mouth, but I promise it had 4 letters.
So, I am in negotiations about getting another ride, thanks to my Mom offering to help out with that. I appreciate her so much.
I'm feeling pressure to freak out & have a melt-down, to be sure, but I'm not. Not today. Not trying to, tomorrow, either.
I know that God has never not given me what I needed.
I also know that my Faith Muscle is getting stronger as I keep working it out.
I trust your week has been more tranquil than mine?
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